Suddenly I found I am getting bored.
Because there's nothing new in my daily life.
No!I shouldn't say so because my boss, director & collegue always bring me "SURPRISE" at an unpredictable moment!
They don't mean to, but the way they did is sometimes mean~
I don't want to argue with them because that's just a waste of time and nothing will change after spending so much time.
I wake up. I work. I eat. I watch and I sleep.
It's better not to use your brain in this place because how I will never know what THOSE people want? If our ways are different, then that will be my fault.
So all I need to do everyday is follow their instruction & step. BUT, I still need to pretend I am thinking but can't get an idea better than theirs.
Thank God I know how to be an "actress" long time ago.
Day by day I am getting boring.
I, myself, think me is boring. Since I don't need to use my brain that much, my brain is degenerating gradually! I am tired to read long article; I am lazy to read the cookbook & recipe; I don't want to touch my piano, etc.
Everyday I just repeat my life like the doll in the musicbox, turning turning and turning...
I am really wandering how I can save myself from this bottomless pit?
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